my lovely dairy

2012-01-02T00:40:00.005+08:00

BABY I LOVE YOU MANY MANY
I WILL TREASURE YOU :D
MUST DOTE ME :P
DON'T BULLY ME
LOVE ME !
SAYANG ME
kekes
so i will love you many many ok
muacks muacks i really love you alot :)
you're the only one that i love

Y0SHIK0

2011-12-04T21:38:00.002+08:00

its my fault for making his mum don't trust me

it's ok :)

kan kai yi dian

i know my own feeling is true~~~~

and it will prove it :)

2011-12-03T13:19:00.002+08:00

no matter what i still love him alot alot ~~

even if feeling fade abit he still stand at the same place in my heart

never move before~

nobody can replace him...

Y0SHIK0

2011-12-01T11:59:00.001+08:00

im in school now
but haish tsk tsk
don't know what to say
msging with lestie

Y0SHIK0

2011-11-30T21:50:00.005+08:00

ok good job why did you cry today ?

you should be ok

and please stop yourself looking at his fb !!!

it will only make yourself feel sad and cry~~~~

please ah stop it .....

let go ba~~~

there is girl for him it's good for him too

please move on and stay strong tan yi shan ~~

you can de

although you pretend nothing happen but still your heart did feel something

the pain !

ok i shall remove the photos in my blog since its over ~~~

bye love keep it memories 10-09-10

my 1year 2month and 10 days ~~~~

last i love you ~

Y0SHIK0

2011-08-09T22:16:00.004+08:00

my 2 fav kitty :D

thanks to baby :D love it so much !

that day had mahatten fish market for dinner with baby

thanks for dinner and pens appreciate alots :)

don't know what to update leh !

anyway happy 11th months anniversary

i love you alot alot :)

finally can post in blogger le lucky that time they auto save as draft

if not i got to retype everything lols

muacks !!!!

Y0SHIK0

2011-07-09T10:59:00.006+08:00

lalala long time no update le

schooling starting on monday !

short holiday tsk !

holiday like not enough for me i keep busy sians dao ...

then haven't study my tourism later gonna study le

ITS A MUST TO STUDY !

baby still haven't wake up!

i'm still sleeping tsk !

tomorrow 10th month anniversary :D

TPS project going to complete soon

HAPPY !

it's tiring doing project

need a lots of work

report, video, broucher phew ~~~~

hopefully can complete before deadline :)

baby i love you many many

Y0SHIK0

2011-06-11T16:33:00.003+08:00

long time no update blog le
next week CA for tax after CA will be holiday :D
but holiday still need to project sians....
baby is sick this week
worried for him....
that day he sleep for whole day
i text him he never reply
i scared anything happen to him
thats why call him up and see anything happen to him anot
lucky he is fine....
and on that day
my phone is damn silent....
i not use to it when my phone suddenly in silent
but when it keep rang little bit irritating....
i wanted to msg him
but he is sick he need to rest so i never text him
but miss him damn much....
good that now he is better le
tired
and we together 9months le :D
he always full of nonsense and lame joke
it sometime make me pek chek of his nonsense cannot stand it
but still i love him as i always do :D
tired think going rest soon....
stomach pain tsk tsk

baby i love you muacks ...
hopefully don't fall sick anot
take care yourself my naughty boy

Y0SHIK0

2011-05-14T12:17:00.004+08:00

long time never update my blog le cause lazy to update kekes

anyway CA's is over woohooo... happy with my accounting result

just don't know tax result yet

above pic is present given by baby kekes

cute right

my monkey hehes

thanks baby for the present

i love it !

8th months together with baby le

happy

baby ily wo ai ni

Y0SHIK0

2011-04-21T21:56:00.002+08:00

i think i will regret one day....
but what have already done so just leave it ba
it's serve me right if i regret in the future
because i am just an bad person ...
i hurt people i love ...
you don't hate me but i hate myself for hurting you
i really feel dissappointed on myself
always when i think of this i wanted to cry
but haish i can't cry as in i won't want my parents to know i cried
i have to get use to it no people send me home
this and that...
weak me why do i still feel like crying haish....
can i be strong im always so useless....

goodbye my love

Y0SHIK0

2011-03-11T22:10:00.003+08:00

exam finish yesterday :)

I am back now

before exam start damn no mood

keep quarrel with baby

but everything is fine now :D

tomorrow going indonesia

so when back from indonesia than update ba :D

6th months being with baby

although we have quarrel so many many times

but i still love you like i always do:]

wo ai ni :D

Y0SHIK0

2011-02-17T19:32:00.003+08:00

got to start studying soon
exam is coming real soon
and im not prepared AT ALL !
think im really dead
lost hope in getting into poly
today friend was asking me
same class with your bf don't you feel 辛苦
erm what i can say is yeah little bit
but use to it so it's ok
today friend talked some topic
i can't joined in
because the things that they said
i have no rights to comment
because im one of them doing it
so i have no right to say about other but to look at myself first
well
i don't know
haish
headache in relationship
can't just let my life be easier ?
i already headache with my studies
and now relationship zzzzz
how am i going to study ?
hate it !
Told mummy i cried
and guess what she said?
she said nobody want you i want you
so don't cry

Y0SHIK0

2011-02-10T17:13:00.003+08:00

Happy 5th months anniversary :D

long time no update le
cause kinda lazy to update :x
anyway exam coming soon le
Sians time to study le
still got many many things i still don't understand
tsk tsk
and this few days not feeling very well
keep headache think due to hot weather
seriously hate hot weather tsk tsk
tomorrow going to baby house
Im scared but still i have to face it
逃避是不能解决问题的
never mind
please give me some 勇气 HAHA
lalalas
shall not think too much
has been 5 months
fast eh
haha

baby i love you :D

Y0SHIK0

2011-01-27T21:04:00.002+08:00

This months lots of quarrel between me and baby tsk tsk
i don't like it .
thats what happen tsk tsk
不喜欢吵架真的很不喜欢
but nothing can do to prevent it
because it's happen suddenly
whenever he gets angry
i feel irritated because i don't know what to do
but aiya don't know leh
sometime maybe need give both of us calm down ba
well it's ok tomorrow will be a better day
i wanna look at the bright side :)
I don't wan to become emo :D
so ya Y0SHIK0 must always smile
cannot cry XD
listen to music
it will helps me for not thinking too much
and relax and wipe off my tears :D
i just love music so much
music is my life
without music i think i gonna be emo everytime when im sad
sure one day kena depression de
lalalas
tomorrow gonna dye my hair
excited :D

No matter how much we quarrel
I still love you so much

Y0SHIK0

2011-01-26T21:31:00.005+08:00

Today having statistic CA

tsk tsk think gonna fail

all don't know how to do

I anyhow do de sia sians

never mind don't want care le

since is over

next week is chinese new year yeah :D

well just now went out with baby

went to JP walk walk

nothing much over there

after that went to play bowling

im lousy in bowling tsk tsk

baby so pro de ji dan haha

after that went to eat dinner

:D then took bus home
enjoy being with baby today :)

hehes

iloveyou many many

baby !

Y0SHIK0

2011-01-20T19:13:00.002+08:00

he... say i never play mtt item want give him ma
i say don't want i will go in sometime de
after that he was like saying he jk
LOL i was like whatever i buy for him he never return me nvm
whatever he buy for me all i have return to him
and he gave it to another girl
they all scold me stupid ask me why want to return to him
return to him and he gave it to other girl
because i don't want to keep anything he give me
thats why i return all
now he dare to come tell me ask me give him my item if i never play mtt
i was like LOL !

Y0SHIK0

2011-01-19T19:29:00.007+08:00

Long time never update le
so now came to update.
anyway today just had elective module talk
I think i gonna choose tourism and baby gonna choose different with me
so probably we will be in different class in 2nd year of ite
well its a little bit sad
but to me i feel that its an 考验 for us?
because we are separated and be in different class
which means we maybe won't see each other everyday in school
like we always do
so if just because of this affect us
就代表我们经不起考验
because this problem might happen in the future again
as in touch wood maybe only one of us can get into poly?
or maybe we get into different poly?
and in the future he have to go ns too
if just because we can't see each other everyday and make us lost interest in each other
经不起考验
as in 每一段恋情都会有很多很多的考验
because i believe that if we really do love each other so much
nothing will break us apart.
and baby please choose something you like
and not because of me choose something you don't like
just because you wanna be with me
so ya
anyway maybe i might get push to the module which i don't like
if they select student by seeing result
I might get seperate with my friends too
so just hopefully i will get into something i want
and a few friends in same class

baby i love you :D

Y0SHIK0

2011-01-09T21:44:00.003+08:00

Holidays going to end !

Tomorrow sch reopen sians

tsk tsk

study study again well i can see baby everyday :D

anyway that day went out with lisa lao gong :D

we head to orchard

she treat me eat japanese food LOLS !

told her i pay her back then she don't want

go pay herself LOL !

after that we went to bugis

she bring me to illuma cause she miss her so called illuma guy LOLS

but too bad think that guy never work on that day

so we 2 just hang around at illuma

we went to arcade to play for awhile after that head to take train to vivo

vivo has nothing much

went to long john sliver cause lisa wanna eat

after that went to took some photos and headed home

:) then next day went out with baby,yu ting,hweeyung,cherlyn and yan quan

to yuki yaki anyway enjoy on that day haha

after yuki yaki girls went to kbox to sing ! and boys went for shopping?

was inside kbox taking photo non stop with cherlyn while hweeyung is singing

hahaha ! after that finish went to play pool

tsk tsk really throw face im the only one don't know how to play LOL

well nvm last play when im in sec 3 with band members

so its ok for me if i don't know how to play haha

and i always see people play and i don't really play it

kekes after that went home

little bit tired but when im home i don't feel like sleeping

thanks baby send me home again :D

love him so much

tomorrow 4th months liao XD

ILOVEYOU BABY ~

9 yrs alright :)

we will last :D

Y0SHIK0

2010-12-20T22:58:00.002+08:00

Bored to death got nothing to do
tsk tsk
wanted to watch my videos but ...
sister is using com also
then the video load damn long
when i watch keep lag
tomorrow morning then watch ba
if not later watch till i fed up haha
now don't know want do what
have no idea maybe tonight will sleep early
since afternoon i never even had my nap
well i miss my baby tsk tsk
miss his smile
miss his hand
miss his shoulder
just miss him so much kekes

Sarang hae baby

Y0SHIK0

2010-12-20T00:11:00.006+08:00

today went to aunty chalet together with baby
miss him loads finally can see him le haha :D
he is always so cute love to laugh at me kekes
anyway thanks him for pei me go my aunty chalet
cause he don't even know my aunty uncles there
but still he pei me go
baby i love you sarang hae :D
kekes anyway one of my cousin say we both looks alike LOLS !
i was like where got haha
maybe is bored for him cause we doing nothing much over there
kekes but at least play some cards game
and i'm always the loser tsk tsk
nvm its ok use to it haha
happy to be with my baby always
no matter what always see him laugh i also want to laugh
kekes it's so cute when he laugh for nothing lols

cherish my baby :D

Y0SHIK0

2010-12-17T21:48:00.003+08:00

blah blah blah nothing to do now
and it's holiday !
well it's holiday but still alots of stuff to do
need revise during holiday
think it's not holiday
it's just for us to rest no need to go school
but need to continue to study at home
tsk tsk
well today give myself a break don't wanna touch any work
haha tomorrow going out blah blah
sun going aunty chalet with baby :D
anyway nowdays start to watch we got married
watched nichkhun and victoria version
omg both of them are so cute
nichkhun so handsome n cute
victoria so pretty n cute
both of them look suit to be together wahaha
sweet sia they two sometime things they do or say makes me laugh lols
watch finish le need to wait for next ep tsk tsk
don't know what to watch maybe shall stop and take a break haha
anyway i miss baby
holiday starts i can't see him everyday
tsk tsk nvm it's ok better than cannot see him
haha baby you better take care yourself during holiday
don't let yourself fall sick again
understand ! haha

i love you forever baby :D
SARANG HAE

Y0SHIK0

2010-12-06T21:02:00.002+08:00

know 2 of my result today
both get just pass onnly
but ok le la never fail can le :D
shall work harder next time
currently feeling bored
well today morning bombbomb aka wang zi suddenly msg me lols
say he will be online after his exam
this and that hahas..
what to do im feeling bored
tsk tsk

i only want me boyfriend

Y0SHIKo

2010-12-05T21:33:00.006+08:00

yesterday went out with girlfriends

walk whole day tired

today go zoo so hot -.-

walk so long more tired LOLS

tomorrow can see baby le :D i miss him damn loads...

tomorrow gonna know IAC need retest anot

scared sia cause i don't want to retest :(

hopefully no retest for me ba

tsk tsk

yesterday went to courts got one guy playing the new xbox

dancing game so cool sia i always want !!!!

hahaha like fun sia lols....

hmmmm now damn bored

watching star search award

the winner is my idol sia he so handsome omg !

hahaha

well hmmm

don't know whats my brain is thinking now....

i just hope i don't go emo in sudden -.-

cause i don't want to be emo !

hopefully memories will stop flashing thru my brain

because i don't wanna think back LOL !

i want to be happy and not sad kekes

sad is not my style hahas :p

my style is to be cheerful

miss me baby loads

Y0SHIK0

2010-12-03T22:43:00.004+08:00

my idol park bom is so pretty and cute :D

finally my CAs is over happy !
pass my statistic now scared my WFB and IAC :(
well its over don't wanna think much if fail then retake ba
have no choice
tomorrow going out with my girlfriends
never see him for few hours i miss him le
i miss my baby :(
today rain :(
should ask baby come my house wait till rain stop de
if not he won't get wet wet
later sick
baby is always so good to me
so sweet to me
such a nice guy where to find?
haha no matter how stubborn im. he won't scold me or angry with me
he always give in to me
baby im sorry for being stubborn
but thanks for loving such a stubborn girlfriend
i will love you always :D
i scared you angry i scared you no mood
cause i don't know how to cheer you up
i think if were someone else sure fed up de -.-"
i don't know what to say
i feel so in love haha
having someone who love me so much
and i love him very much too :D
don't know how to express my feeling haha
gonna sleep soon le ba still sleepy

baby i love you !
i really love you :)

Y0SHIK0

2010-11-29T21:38:00.002+08:00

tsk tsk damn bored
rotting
post one comment on fb say anyone can talk to me
kor straight away msg me LOLS !
i was shock why he suddenly msg me
he say saw my comment saying im bored
so msg to pei me for awhile
anyway get lisa number liao :D
well don't know what happen to jason
keep want us talk to pika
say what scared she kena cheat
but now she got other group of friends liao
hmmm why am i feeling so bored today?
no idea tsk tsk stupid day !
want faster finish my exam !
don't like exam period

:(

Y0SHIK0

2010-11-23T22:27:00.002+08:00

shall update my blog
but i don't know what to write hahaha
tomorrow got grammar lesson which makes me don't feel like going
but i have to ....
next week CA start... im not prepared
i still don't understand depreciation and disposal...
tsk tsk statistic also haven't study
went to swimming last week
went to watch u-kiss damn cool kevin damn handsome and cute
went to east coast park with baby last sat
walk damn long but ok la because baby is with me hahas
even we are doing nothing but i love being with him :D
everyday i see him in school but when i went home i start to miss him..
it's like never see him for few hours i miss him !
haha miss his cute cute face miss his smile :D
but sometime he too noisy in class maybe i also? hahaha !
this sat think i will lock myself study at home
cause monday statistic CA
i wan to score well
after CA holiday will come soon
and its going to the end of this year...
and i gonna be in 19 next year nov !
old liao tsk tsk
well its ok im young in my heart hahaha
too bored trying to entertain myself lols
baby no mood now hmmm
thinking anything can make him smile
but like nothing comes into my mind LOLS !
tsk tsk lousy me haha

baby i love you many many
being with you is always the wonderful moments :D

Y0SHIK0

2010-11-16T23:23:00.004+08:00

sians not feeling well again

dunno whats wrong with my stomach

=.= tsk tsk

baby never reply my msg think he fall asleep le ba

role play monday zzzz

exam coming soon

i still don't know what is depreciation and disposal

how gonna fail !

statistic also havent study yet

role play need memorise script !

hais....

how leh?

higher nitec so many work have to concentrate eh

think i won't score well and get into poly

but still need try my best

if not,like wasting my time in higher nitec :(

it's like not enough time for me to get ready for my ca

not enough time for me to sleep

not enough time for me to go out

tsk tsk

and i have cut down my time

i don't seems to online everyday like last time

i don't play online games everyday like last time

but why still not enough time? -.-

baby i just love the way you're :D

you're always so good

Y0SHIK0

2010-11-12T20:21:00.002+08:00

Im sleepy Im tired
but weekend i have alots of homework to do !
i don't feel like doing any of my homework
but no choice i have to do it
1st time in ite got so many homework in one weekend zzzz
tsk tsk
think will sleep early cause keep yawning lols
stomach cramp ! tsk tsk
i want holiday i don't want school !
but if holiday i can't see baby everyday haha
which will make me miss him damn lots
i miss him every hour every minutes every seconds :p

hate stupid ulcer !

love my baby

Y0SHIK0

2010-11-10T20:31:00.004+08:00

Baby Happy 2nd Anniversary

I Love You Many Many :)

sick le tsk tsk
don't know when then ok
today morning in school not feeling well sia
brain like flowing on air
somemore damn cold zzz
brain shag shag now hahaha !
will sleep early ba
if not baby gonna say i never take care myself again !
hahaha

you're always so sweet :)
i love you :D

Y0SHIK0

2010-10-29T20:34:00.003+08:00

lalalas tired feel like sleeping
but parents watching tv i can't sleep
so noisy haiyo
lols
promise baby i gonna update today de
haha today lesson end early
dunno why new terms start i so suay
almost everyday kena call by teachers =.=
i was like LOL !
tsk tsk tsk
today end sch le
went amk with bella they all
cause gek theng want buy bags
i want drink KOI ! i want the green tea milk tea !
but alots of people so never buy
then we went to amk walk around see see
in the end we go eat dessert
mango dessert it taste so nice but it became more and more sour !
after that went back home le
im tired but ok la i miss my baby leh lols
tomorrow going swimming with bella they all...

i always love you my sweet boyfriend
i miss you :D

Y0SHIK0

2010-10-21T22:56:00.007+08:00

im bored nothing to do
so came to update
hmmm past is past i shall put all behind
i don't want to think about past anymore
cause it will only make me feel scared and emo
H without you i won't die
because of you i learn alot of things
i learn to be stronger
i have been hurt by you badly
but the pains its no longer there
im glad that you listen to me
i ask you stop contact me
because i won't reply ur msg n call
and u did thanks
my heart is belong to someone else
thanks god gave such a nice guy to me
baby is really a nice guy
which i really don't know what to say
when im with him
i always feel like laughing
because he is cute,funny and caring
he won't let me worried for him much
he won't force me to do anything i don't like or don't want
when he hug me i feel like sleeping
because is so comfortable haha
he gave me a feeling which i can trust him
that day i no mood
because i think of the past
and i even told you what happen
and what you have say to me i get touched
almost cry but never haha
i won't anyhow think le
because i know you will always love me
you're are the person i wish to treasure
and don't wish to hurt or lose you
i hope we can always be like this till... as long as possible?
because i wish to stick to you forever
i just want to be with you
i really love you :D

nobody knows what will happen in the future
so make sure cherish the one you have now
if not you will regret for the rest of your life

Y0SHIK0

2010-10-20T21:58:00.005+08:00

yesterday me phone spoil so went to repair

finally its ok but the software different liao sia

dun really use to it

lols

just now do homework almost fall asleep

see homework also sians

keep complain to cousin i feel sleepy

then she keep ask me go sleep hahaha

but after seeing baby im awake wahahaha

but hor now i feel little bit tired

my baby is cute love him loads kekes

he is always sweet and understanding :D

gonna sleep very soon

if not tomorrow feel sleepy

bored nothing to do somemore the weather so hot

zzzz

tomorrow end school early can go home rest le

no matter what happen nothing can seperate us :D

Y0SHIK0

2010-10-15T23:04:00.002+08:00

today grammer lesson sit beside baby haha
that lesson make me feel sleepy
and i don't even understand -.-
don't like that lesson LOL !
end le go j8
bella they all go toilet and see any nice bags to buy
after that trained home
baby send me home 10 times le wahaha
so sweet of him eh :)
anyway on top that pic is i bored nothing to do
so anyhow take de wahahaha
tomorrow going out with mummy
think so ba

baby i promise i will cherish you :)

Y0SHIK0

2010-10-14T20:12:00.002+08:00

today went to watch movie
i keep laughing non stop sia
cause shushan they all scream at the same time
make me keep laugh
i keep joke with bella
its not that scary
just that i dun like it
when the they zoom LOL
after movie went to walk awhile
i want buy that everlast shoes!!!!
somemore i think now got promotion zzzz
nvm next time then buy
maybe i want buy bag also kekes
pink colour!! but i think will look funny
see first ba kekes
just now went home no people want open door give me in!
hmmph kns so i have to go downstair sit and wait for my mummy to be back
lucky mummy end work le so no need wait for so long kekes
i miss baby now webcam with him he so cute eh :D

I love you very much :D

Y0SHIK0

2010-10-12T20:25:00.003+08:00

School reopen le i hate new time table cause lesson ends late
im always tired after lesson omg
how? somemore 2 subject is all abt maths
and 1 subject is role play
and 1 is write 600-800 words
all i hate de gosh!
zzzz but still i must study to pull up i gpa
trying to study very hard now
think will seldom online
cause 24 hours for me its like not enough LOL !
today baby send me home again
sweet eh he always send me home hahaha

baby i love you
:D

Y0SHIK0

2010-10-10T00:30:00.004+08:00

Baby Happy 1st Month Anniversary I Love You :D

so fast one month le hahas

yesterday went out shopping with hweeyung and yu ting

after that meet baby ,enyu,cherlyn,bella,guan quan,jun ming and yu hang for steamboat hahas

enjoy during steamboat cause yu hang talk alots of craps

make me keep laughing lols !

well till around 10 we trained back home

tired lols feel like sleeping don't know why

but they keep take photo lols...

next time i gonna take photo myself wahahaha

after that take bus home lorx

baby send me home again the 7th times wahahaha

my baby is sweet always

i gonna offline le haha

baby nothings gonna changes my love for you

you're the one i need :)

happy that you're mine :D

Y0SHIKo

2010-10-07T14:45:00.002+08:00

today get our result
i was shock! whats a lousy result i get
the worst result....
i gonna do better the next term
i gonna study really very hard!!!
grats to baby and friends at least they get not bad result
nahs i don't want to think so much le
since the result is out and its fix!
i can't do anything
gonna continue to enjoy my holiday till monday
i gonna study real hard!
tomorrow going to have steamboat
but before steamboat gonna shopping
baby got cca meeting him after cca haha
i miss him arggg
nahs few more hours gonna see him haha

baby love you loads

Y0SHIK0

2010-10-01T00:27:00.004+08:00

just back from chalet :D
enjoy with friend during chalet hahaha
but not enough sleep lols
not always so its ok :)
chalet end le trained back home with babes and baby :)
its cold because its raining and im tired!
really feel like sleeping
baby shoulder so comfortable eh
sleep till i don't feel like waking up hahaha
but too bad haha have to go home
baby send me home again XD

I Love You Loads Loads

Y0SHIK0

2010-09-24T22:33:00.003+08:00

just now was playing maple with baby :D
im bored now lols
well yesterday asked baby some question which i want to know
i asked him he won't scared im not that type of girlfriend that he want
he reply nope he will always love me, its dosent matter where i live what i eat or what i do
its my heart he have fallen in love with
after that i said im a boring girl he reply then i'll be a boring guy for you.
then he continue like when he is with me he dont see the age gap between us
he just see the girl he have fallen in love with.
he want to be with me be it happy moments or sad moments he just want to be with me
my baby so sweet eh haha
baby thanks for loving me so much
:)
chalet is coming :D
yes on tuesday hahaha
can't wait for it

Y0SHIK0

2010-09-21T18:49:00.003+08:00

yesterday went out with friends :D
its fun althought im not feeling very well
but im tired
i feel like sleeping when taking train hahaha!
boyfriend is tired but he still send me home lols
thanks alots :D
my sweet boyfriend :)

Y0SHIK0

2010-09-15T21:30:00.007+08:00

just now went out with boyfriend
meet him at causeway then trained to amk
to watch movie grow up its funny hahaha!!!
not bad
after that walking around im freezing so cold lols
but after awhile ok le
then trained back to woodlands
boyfriend send me home
decided to walk home kekes
while on the way home
i look on the sky
its still the same there is only one star in the sky
i wonder why only have one star lols
hahaha
monday going fly kite XD

I want stick to my boyfriend forever!
I Love My Boyfriend ;)
Don't ever let go of my hand haha!

Y0SHIK0

2010-09-14T20:04:00.003+08:00

yes exam finally finish gonna fail my agf damn difficult
turn the paper and than i stare at the paper dunno how to do lols!
damn difficult ok trading, profit and loss no return inwards this n that
=.= LOL nvm its over!
now holiday!!! :)
fly kite event and chalet is coming!!!
just now boyfriend send me home ^^
saw kenneth kor and daffy senior kekes...
tomorrow going out :)

Y0SHIK0

2010-09-10T09:41:00.006+08:00

back to post long time never update my blog
cause i kinda lazy to update wahahaha!!
exam is coming!!!
monday!!! BE! oh no but notes still can't get into my mind...
AGF tuesday zzzz i think i gonna fail le la T_T
i don't want to fail....
hungry but must wait mummy to buy food back
she haven't even go out lols!
i going to study in the afternoon!
need to study le msging with him right now :D
i will always be there for you XD

LOVES DCZH

Y0SHIK0

2010-06-14T11:03:00.001+08:00

1) 2 Envelopes, (both need stamps on them)
2) Write your home/mailing address on Envelope A
3) Write Sheng Siong's mailing address on Envelope B

The Sheng Siong Show
3000 Marsiling Road
Singapore 739108

4) Put Envelope A into Envelope B
5) State the date of recording & the number of tickets on a piece of paper
6) Put this piece of paper into Envelope B
7) mail it

Y0SHIK0

2010-06-09T21:19:00.002+08:00

yes 2 more days to holidays....
weeee~!
anyway i damn happy i get the ticket for sheng siong show liao
yes ah i can see kevin le weee!!!
damn damn happy XD
after that now the fan site say mediacorp say the shengsiong show ticket
no more liao
thanks to god i get the 4tickets xD
anyway i go make one rings got kevin name XD
so damn happy
holiday want headset want eat sakura
and many many more
elaine birthday is coming liao
kekes....

Y0SHIK0

2010-06-07T18:54:00.002+08:00

here to update blog
my mood is not very good today...
i always wonder why guys always got new girls
then treat the rest of the girls as transparents de
just hate this kind of stupid feeling....
well never mind it's ok...
holiday coming very soon le.....
school reopen CA again gonna study for my cash book
and practice my double entry
because still very blur

Y0SHIK0

2010-06-04T23:08:00.002+08:00

holiday is coming very soon xD
well don't know why my aunty like to nag so much
always nag and complain to my mum
and in the end we kena scold by mummy kns la!!!
hate it sia!!!!
well i'm finding ways to get ticket for the sheng siong show....
because hubby is going wahahaha!!!!
i have already mail them
hopefully can get the ticket pls pls give me the ticket!!
i want to go!!!!
its during holiday XD

Y0SHIK0

2010-06-01T21:09:00.002+08:00

well i kinda lazy to update my blog hahaha!
due to sch work also
kinda stress but heng
exam is all over!!! yeah holiday soon
but thursday nafa test sians haish dunno can pass my 2.4 anot leh
holiday soon yes ah
my headphone here i come!!!
u-kiss is coming yes i gonna go IMM on 20 june
to see kevin hope can see T_T
i never brought the ticket hais
just hope that passby can see him ba!!!
i hate that idiot girl walaos
see liao make me very angry sia
she older than me still dare call me aunty
somemore keep on act cute
and flirt with guys somemore
feel like slapping her sia kns!!!

Y0SHIK0

2010-05-23T01:19:00.003+08:00

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
no mood sians
i'm sleepy but i don't feel like sleeping
this few days things got many things happen to me sigh!
having headache...
due to samuel stuff and some others....
don't know why he tell so much lies
and yet he say he never
but the other side he go tell the other girl another thing
how you want me to trust you that you are serious
everything you say to me i wish it was true but...
another side people are telling me the other things
if one people tell never mind
is not leh is a few.....
you still can say what you say it's true and ask me to trust you...
i don't know what you want .
maybe just like someone say u will wait till i accept you
after that you will start to find another one...
but my answer is no ....
what is this you on your webcam and ask your mummy say to me
yoshiko don't angry samuel....
what is this i never give face de no means no... even is your mummy
you say you suffer this few days
i don't think so maybe you just saying bahs....
you keep asking me to give you chance
and ask me don't angry
do you know i never angry you
i wanted to give you chance
but everything just holds me back
today u tell me this
tomorrow another one tell me that....
how you want me to give you chance you tell me?
i'm tired... now my mood is not good...

Y0SHIK0

2010-05-16T10:49:00.003+08:00

heyhey i'm attached to SAMUEL XD
hope this time can last bahs....
long time never update blog
kinda lazy to update
and my blog is like dead blog hahaha!
nowdays ok lorx
exam coming soon
tuesday having agf CA
hope i can do well ba
pray hard
cause i'm not good at that subject
i'm blur lols
i always feel sleepy in class!!!
sians...
think i sleep too late bahs
but when at night i don't feel that tired leh
haish dunno y
LALALALAS~~~~~

Y0SHIK0

2010-05-07T20:20:00.003+08:00

back to update
don't like some girls in my class
they damn sensetive like what the hell
don't feel like saying what happen
anyway BE got casestudy duh don't know how to do see how bahs
today lesson end at 11
then went to eat breakfast at canteen
after that went to co-op cause got cca today
erm quite slack la i'm ok with it pple there are ok too
hahaha
cca till 2pm then me hweeyung and bella went to popular
brought some stuff
yeah i got my singapore true ghost story volume 20
i just happen to see the new volume is out so i brought it XD
after that went to take train home
anyway 为什么我还是觉得不开心看到还是会伤心感觉痛怎么办我知道他不会再回来了即使他回来心也不在我这里因为他根本没爱过我 :(
haish....
我知道我不应该这样
因为根本不值得
可是我的心。。。
看到他对那个女的很好我就会不开心
虽然我没说什么
不代表我没怎样
只是不想让他知道
还有不要我的宝贝们为我担心
我一直告诉自己都是过去了
可是我怎么还是一直想着他
现在的对我很好....

Y0SHIK0

2010-05-04T22:25:00.003+08:00

back to update
last sat went to kukup it's damn hot over there
sweat like hell
but i like the place well we are staying
in the middle of the sea is a resort hahas
to me is kinda enjoy
night they put so many fireworks is damn nice la
hahaha keep shooting non stop
and we playing games there guess song
but the song mostly hokkien and old song
but we manage to guess some of it hahas
and i did put the wishes lantern
and wrote all my wish there
after that went to sleep
next day wake up went to eat breakfast
damn lots of things to eat
then went back to room
and rest afternoon we went out and play poker cards
while cousin is singing
erm after that at night dinner
and bused back home
well i broke of with skyszzz already
i'm shock i don't know what happen
i really don't know =.=
he just suddenly say he wanna break
since he say that i'm ok with it
but i'm sad yesterday i almost cry out
thanks to all my bao bei genista,blurblur jie,baobei lynee,baobei baozupo and hanglovexuan
and of course cannot miss out kaito....
mi tang and chiahao also
i'm ok just kinda sad
i miss him...
i see him online but i never pm him or fly him
i don't want him to feel that i'm very irratiting
so i just stay with my other friends...
hais.....
and i know there is people say i play timer
and say my husband is cck
i dont even know who the hell is cck
dont let me know who are you
if i know. u sure get it from me!!!

i miss him seriously
but nothing i can do

Y0SHIK0

2010-04-21T21:21:00.002+08:00

tired today was blur in class because what teacher teach i am kinda blur hahaha
school ends went to bishan north to buy spec together with bella elaine bring us go
after that went to eat brunch hahaha...
then go home bus wait so long zzzz
after that get into train slow also zzzz
then went to find mummy
because i wanna cut my hair
cannot tahan my fring so i cut my hair liao
went to sheng siong after that went back home
i'm tired but i got to finish up my homework
and no time to accompany hubby =x
so sorry
he say he go eat dinner till now havent back
i think he going out with friends later
think today i shall sleep early bahs
tired nahs hahas

Y0SHIK0

2010-04-19T18:37:00.005+08:00

sat went to malaysia to visit grandfather
was so bored at there nothing to do hahas...
i damn miss sky hubby
seriously damn miss hahaha!!
nothing to buy over there lorx
i also dont know what to buy in the end never brought anything kekes
at night sleeping was thinking of him T_T
but nothing i can do hahas
after that back to sg online
but he never online
he go out lols
then i online till 12 then go sleep
today wake up go sch
teacher talk till i feel like sleeping
somemore cannot understand also
blur sia but not only me la hahas
now he got online
but i think he still sleeping ba hahaha!
joe say lao gong say he miss me XD
hahaha
lao gong you're important to me alright
XD without you i'm bored....kekes
no matter what i will try my best to hold this relationship :)

photo on top XD my body got so many kiss hahaha

lao gong give de :) webcam inside de is lao gong draw de kekes

iloveyou :D

LOVES SKYSZZZ

Y0SHIK0

2010-04-13T16:16:00.004+08:00

here to update le
school start yesterday
wake up went to bath then meet bella in train
then meet elaine hweeyung all at circle line after that walk to school together
queing up to see which class we get into i saw elaine name with bella name
go they gonna be in same class
after that i see my name in another paper i was kinda sad
i thought i gonna be alone in one class
but not hahaha!!! we all get into same class!!!! yes ah.....
me n bella happy till hugs each other hahaha
after that went to class and sit down look at the class
only a few boys lol!
then the sun damn hot sia sit there sweating kns
after that have game introduce each other
i was shock
i thought the guy is mly he is chinese lol he look damn like mly hahas
then class only got 1 mly guy 4mly girls and 2 indian girls the rest all chinese...
total we have 39 people in our class damn lots sia =.=
how to study faints...
well me n bella got blister at our leg...
kns morning walk till mrt station my blister start bleeding so went into ntuc
brought plaster lorx now still very bad sia sians ....
haish anyway there is bad news my GrandF tio cancer :(
due to smoking haish.... hope he will get well soon
nowdays in meetoto la miss uncle lim voice also kekes
lalalas
tired timetable 4days start at 8am sians sia
so early than end quite late kns!
zzzz......

Y0SHIK0

2010-04-07T01:54:00.002+08:00

here to update blog le
damn sians now
this few days i cannot sleep
till 3plus than sleep worx
dunno why leh sians
well today went to bugis with bella again
i spend $100+ zzzz sians nor broke le la
sat going out with babes weeee hahaha!!!
today shop till very tired
and i brought alot of stuff
so heavy to bring back home lorx
zzzz
but too bad who ask me want to buy hahaha!!!
well school start on monday yes ah hahaha
coming soon liao kekes

Y0SHIK0

2010-04-03T00:13:00.005+08:00

sians yesterday cannot fall asleep sia

damn it i'm damn tired

but i just cant sleep

then i msg NC buddy tell him

zzzz so msg with him for awhile

after that trying to sleep back

but cant leh

till morning 6+ then fall asleep

but daddy on tv then i wake up

after that trying to sleep back

but cannot dont know what time then sleep back

then mummy brought breakfast give me

then eat le on laptop

after that offline le

go rest for awhile

then sleep lo cause tired

5+ wake up bath and make up

then go out wit mummy,sis n kelly

after that went to find aunty go causeway

then mummy want buy necklance today

so went to SK buy lo

buy liao then sis want buy water bottle buy give her

then go bank take money give daddy also zzz

broke liao zzzz

sians sio hahaha!!!

Y0SHIK0

2010-04-01T23:00:00.004+08:00

here to update blog le kekes
monday went to novena rain like storm sia
kena rain then after that went to AMK again
walaos i keep going AMK sia =.=
after that went back home
the next day i'm down with flu :(
then went out with bella on tuesday to bugis
hahaha shopping weee
brought shirt again mummy nagging liao lols
say i keep buy zzz
well it's ok i gonna broke soon
sch reopen soon weeee~~~~
pls let me be in the same class wit some of them
i dont wanna be alone
anyway i still have to meet up danny i havent tell him when meet
but i meeting my babes on next sat finally XD
pls hope elaine can go so all will be there!!!
sians today damn not feeling well zzz cough flu stomach cramp kns!
just wake up not long nia
whole afternoon NC buddy is sleeping sia
i was bored in the afternoon
yesterday i sleep at 3+
but cant fall asleep
turn here n there till morning 8 then fall asleep lorx
then evening i went to sleep
then i wake up at 9+
look at hp baby kaijun msg me :)
he outside with his friend sians....
nvm it's ok
imy....
anyway i love S.H.E new song the hokkien song damn nice
i like XD

Y my heart feel so cold?

Y0SHIK0

2010-03-28T21:37:00.004+08:00

Long time never update le due to some problem
well i'm fine alright
this few days was at home watching drama
few days ago i did went out
yesterday also
today also hahas
today wake up early morning phone ring
NC called dunno he disturb or morning call give me sia
well i pick up the phone hello hello he mai ans then hang le
is around 7plus then i went to bath lorx
cause need to go pray grandfather n cousin
i was telling grandfather pls bless whatever i do will be fine
to my studies,relationship this all lorx..
i know starting of the year i already have many unlucky things liao
i hope it will stop pls seriously if there is still more unlucky things happen to me
one day i sure breakdown....
well after that around 11plus back home
i'm sleepy but i just bath hair havent dry so online
talk to NC my buddy XD thanks for accompany me when i'm not in the mood =)
after that chat lo he superman sia whole night bo sleep de i was like eh go sleep leh
he say he not sleepy finally he sleepy then my hair also dry le i say go sleep wahahaha
then went to sleep well he msg me i silent mode so dunno
anyway he sleep like 1 hour nia i sleep like 4hours hahaha!!!
after that wake up see my phone got few msg
danny msg me ask me when free go watch movie i say when i free then tell him
hopefully i gonna meet him bahs....but not sure yet kekes
and just now quarrel with daddy i dunno why he like to nag so much
seriously i cannot tahan sia gosh!!! i was like already damn angry he still nag nb
i feel like giving him one slap!(if he is not my father) zzz
i was like mood suddenly tio spoil sia thanks NC buddy for cooling me down
and sorry for the vulgar words that i use =x now mood ok le
just little bit down nia....
and yes ah!!! bella never work liao i can shopping with my babes liao
wheee i miss you all XD
tuesday meeting bella she say she got alot of stuff wanna buy
i go see see got what things to buy lorx kekes
oh ya yesterday i went to popeye to have dinner
i saw math teacher MR C gosh!!
i was like shock sia
but lucky he with his wife so nothing lorx just say hi after that went off
gosh~~~~

Everything has ended
Why don't just leave it behide?
And keep wanna bring it up?
I already very sick & tired of it liao eh
Somemore is non of your business
Is me n him de problem
I just wish that everything will stop ASAP
I just hope that nobody will bring it up again la
I really cannot tahan sia
Just leave me alone la FUCK!

Y0SHIK0

2010-03-23T12:40:00.002+08:00

here to update liao....
bo update tio complain hahaha!
hmmm dunno what to update also kinda lazy to update also
lols
well yesterday i watch finish one whole korean drama wheee~~~~
quite nice la sians nowdays no nice de taiwan drama...
yesterday daddy brought dinner back from jb
so eat lo hahas...
after that tired i went to sleep le
but before i falling sleep was msging with danny
well yesterday afternoon zhengyang msg me little bit shock hahaha
cause he long time never msg me liao so chat with him for awhile lo
after that continue to watch my drama...
back to danny he was asking about my stuff so i tell him lo
but nothing much la....
well i'm shock that he never smoke lols....
but he face look like those kind will smoke de hahaha!!!
well it's ok he is funny alright...
and then i went to sleep le....

感觉开始消失不见
I only wanna be friends
And nothing more
To those who are interested in me de
Just treat me as friend and nothing more please
I don't want to start to avoid anyone of you...

Y0SHIK0

2010-03-20T23:36:00.002+08:00

morning wake up le
the for awhile then go online
well i nonline for whole afternoon
hahaha kevin is pretty when he dress like woman
look so sweet....so in love to him lols...
hahaha well i'm in love with beast take care of my girlfriend
the lyrics nice~~~~
anyway afternoon was damn pek chek
cause that chantel jie la
talk to her mai reply kns zzzz
after that went to sleep
cause i feeling tired around 7
sleep till ard 9plus
i keep hearing my phone ring
i'm damn lazy to see who msg me or call me
but too noisy le
so wake up n ans lo hahaha
then dar call ask me doing wat
i still gong gong like this
then he know that i'm sleeping
then say sry sry go back sleep
so i went back to sleep
but cannot fall asleep liao
so wake up lo
then sam18 sms me so i reply
after that i went online
not much pple sians lo
after that er zi aka bi called me
then ans i ask him y he havent slp
then he say tomorrow going bk hostel liao
now can't fall alseep
then i say oh ok
he say dunno when he go back hostel
still can call me anot i say nvm lo
after that he say he going malaysian soon
then back le go indian
help to build hospital
then he say he cannot promise that nth will happen to him
because is kinda dangerous ....
i dunno wat to say
he say he might not be coming back is something happen to him
he might die this n blah blah blah....
then he ask me if he die how
i say dunno leh....
lol~~~~
then he say he still gonna wait for me
zzzz
told him not to wait le still want wait
gaah~~~~~~~

i'm happy with my life now XD

Y0SHIK0

2010-03-19T13:26:00.002+08:00

here to update blog liao
kinda lazy to update zzzz
well yesterday night i was moody
tears just flow in a sudden
after that i went off go rest le
seriously wat happen to me sia
tsk tsk
i don't know~~~
the feeling is so weird
i just feel sad n moodless for nth
gaaahhhhh~~~~~~~~ hope that feeling will go away soon
seriously i hate that feeling
make me feel so~~ aiya dunno how to say la...

Y0SHIK0

2010-03-17T13:08:00.003+08:00

back to update le
yesterday also quite bo mood
dunno why la
well i will put all relationship problem behide
yesterday sleep at 11+
weeee i dream of alexander and eli
lolsz well dont wanna say much about it
yesterday night video call with bella
then doing something else also
erm erm dunno what liao

Y0SHIK0

2010-03-11T13:14:00.003+08:00

LALALAS nightmare nightmare
till i cannot sleep properly at night
what is this man!! kns!
keep having dreams....yesterday having nightmare
i saw the head fly off and alots of blood gosh!!!!
i don't really remember liao
but omg damn lots of blood till 3+ i woke up
and i don't know what time i back to sleep again...
was telling kor about this
he saying maybe there is something gonna harm me
we won't know....
but i hope is i think too much bahs...
here to update again zzzz
hp charger is giving me problem need to take go repair
then i got to use lousy phone kns!!!!
sians nahs!!!! well next week then go think so
anyway that someone haiz in my fb
and he don't want to say what happen
i'm sure that he got something to say but he don't wanna say it's okies...
when i ask him in msn he say nth more he can say
zzzz did i hurt him? i don't know
confuse....

Y0SHIK0

2010-03-09T21:09:00.004+08:00

2nd post to update for today
i don't know why just feel like update lorx
well i thanks those pple who is still concern for me
that problem is already over...i'm happy with my life now
no need to worry for me anymore....
i'm happy now i'm fine now...
well just now went to section blog i saw sir ahmad tag
gosh i miss him damn lots sia
he just like my BIG DADDY
i miss all my senior
well everyone say sir ahmad is fierce
but say seriously he never scold me before leh....
think never fierce to me also lols
maybe because i'm the only junior in my batch hahaha!!!
then must dotes on me LOLS....
nahs anyway one day must meet nazrul daddy go back band together
to meet the new juniors....
going off now liao go rest if not later dar worried for me
i will take care myself XD

Y0SHIK0

2010-03-09T12:51:00.003+08:00

back to update kinda lazy to update =x hahaha
yesterday went out with dar...
hmmm we went to watch movie
hahaha he say he cold i don't feel cold at all lols
first time i watch movie never cold at all lols
i remember last 2weeks (if i'm not wrong) i went to watch movie with SE kor
we both freeze inside cinema hahaha!
after that me and dar went to eat
gosh i was damn full~~~
then went to void deck slack
damn hot weather but after that rain damn big so cooling wahahaha
well saw his korkor so say hi lo hahas...
then around 6+ think so
i say i going meet mummy
so he accompany me go mrt station
wooo he brought me my kinder beuno
thanks dar XD after that went off...
meet mummy go jurong point find gugu
gosh they shop i feel so sleepy hahaha!!!
i was like telling mummy faster faster i very tired hahaha
then went to toilet
i saw the so called ntuc manager he smile at me so i smile back lo
after that i going of he say bye bye to me lol!
actually i wanna go in see got any pple i know de working anot
but i was like damn pai seh
cause mostly me n bella know at work place de is guys
so aiya nvm don't go incase see the durain guy again hahaha!!!
so sad that bella never work on yesterday if not i will be able to see her
and i'm kinda worried for bella i know this few days
things happen to her....i'm trying to help
but i'm sorry too i can't help much
because in the end the problem is still you and him have to settle de
I'm trying my very best to help you alright?
you know i don't wish to see you like this
just like you don't wish to hear me cry that time...
you know i want you to be happy
you know i don't want to see anyone of you guys sad
so cheer up okies if you really want to forget him
you should tell yourself stop loving him
i ask you to give him one last chance if you still love him
but you decide not to give him anymore chance
because you don't want him to hurt you anymore
so you have to tell yourself not to be soft hearted now...
you know i being soft hearted and what i get in the end?
and do you remember what you told me?
apply it to yourself okies
meet up soon....

SEET KIA MIN MY BELOVED LESTIE
WHO SAY I NEVER SWEET TO YOU?
I ALWAYS LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS HAHAHA
sweet enough anot? LOLS !!!!

dar iloveyou :)

Y0SHIK0

2010-03-07T15:02:00.002+08:00

back to update
i kinda lazy to update hahas
well yesterday went out with mummy to cityhall
walk walk lo went to had dinner over there
after that went to bugis and i start to shop at bugis street
brought shoes,clothes,watch and my accessories
all mummy pay lols
lucky she never start to nag hahaha!!!
thanks ya kekes....
after that went home lorx....
i'm tired when i'm in train
i almost fall alseep in train lols
i'm sleepy hahaha!
well after back home shower liao rest le....
anyway bella pen msg me ask me to help him talk to bella
actually i don't know what to say
cause i know bella won't believe anymore
that's what she tells me
well bella don't sad alright i will be there for you
same to lestie :) i love you guys XD
my BFF =)

dar iloveyou ;)

Y0SHIK0

2010-03-05T12:36:00.003+08:00

i'm here to update liao~~~~
suprise that jinghui tag me!!!! hahaha i miss u babe...
anyway today sleep till half dar msg me lo
told him i sleepy still wanna sleep he scold me lazy bum hahaha!!!
nvm after that i went back to sleep around 11+ i wake up
msg dar say morning
he say morning ur head going lunch time liao LOLS!!!
funny sia him lols after that chat with him on phone for awhile
dar dar dar i miss you~~~
now doing nothing listen to music don't know what to do
maybe want cut music for my ringtones
afternoon must remember to watch musicbank~~~
well i don't know why i listen to justin bieber de fav girl i got one kind of feeling
but i don't know that feeling is what leh weird de....
just now chatting with dar on phone~~~~
after that hang le
i listen to music till fall asleep lols
after that wake up fry egg and dumpling give mei mei eat
then go shower
after shower talk to dar on phone again lols
now online waiting for him to online lo

dar iloveyou~~~

Y0SHIK0

2010-03-04T12:18:00.003+08:00

update update
well i'm in love with justin bieber Favorite Girl
I'm in love with his voice wahahaha~~~~ nice nice
don't know what to do maybe i should read some story books
which i don't like? don't know la hahaha...
morning dar msg me i'm still sleeping hahaha
guess what i dream of him shouting at me sia
then my phone ring liao =.=" LOL !
then after reply his msg i went back sleep again kekes
after that he msg me again i wake up liao
then went to shower~~~~
then chat with him on phone kena bully
nvm it's ok ;) hahaha....
think i gonna eat my breakfast cum lunch liao
little bit hungry liao
maybe update more at night ba
i miss you XD
to update~~~~ erm....
i like jason derulo songs hahas R&B rocks~~~
well sians kekes chatting FB and youtube...

dar iloveyou ;)

Y0SHIK0

2010-03-03T20:13:00.006+08:00

back here to update my blog le
erm erm what am i gonna say ne
oh ya i'm attached weeee~~~~~ to my lovely dar kekes
well today went back to sch to register
actually not alot of pple lo
well meet with my babes hahaha!!!
then go sch submit forms buy uniform
then wanted to find mrs thanni but can't contact her
maybe she having lesson
so after that we went to J8 have our breakfast cum lunch
having curry baked rice yummy nice nice
but hor my stomach damn pain
tsk tsk tsk
cannot eat too much spicy food but how?
i love chilli so much
without chilli is like hell for me?
hahaha!!!
after that went to shop for awhile then went back home
i thinking wanna buy the hp cover anot leh so nice leh but is expensive?
don't know leh hmmm but i like leh
but i gonna broke soon cause bo lui liao
sad nahs....
taking train chatting with dar.....oh ya when shopping also chat with him hahaha
well he joker la always make me laugh lols....
sometime the way we talk to each other is rude but this is the way we communicate...
i can scold what i want i can say what i want hahaha!
he won't scold de unless he angry kekes
but i always disturb him and make him fed up =x lols.....
but we never quarrel la kekes....
anyway reach home le go bath then rest doing nothing
msging with him after that feel abit sleepy
but i never sleep went online
chit chat lo after that he called me then chat with him
then let mei mei use com
after that i continue talk to him lo
funny la him hahaha!!! talk to him i keep laugh non stop then he say i siao LOL !
say me dumb dumb kekes.... nvm lo i dumb dumb u still loves me kekes...
when he talk in chinese sound so cute neh aiyoyo hahaha.....
he end his work liao now go cut hair~~~~~
waiting for him to be back home XD

dar iloveyou

Y0SHIK0

2010-03-01T14:02:00.005+08:00

today must wake up at 9am to do my housework de
but i don't feel like wake up i'm damn tired
then dar call me and wake me up
but i was still like damn sleepy
i say okok i going to wake up
after he hang the phone i went back to sleep wahahaha!!!!
then i think i forget to off alarm
then keep ring i anyhow click click and then off the alarm
then i think i click till silent mode hahaha!
then i continue to sleep
dar spam my call i think he worry for me
hahaha so many miss call and msg and voicemail also hahaha!
then i wake up kena shock then reply his msg told him i just wake up nia
then he start to call me liao
so i chat with him lo kekes...
he say he going emo soon lols heng i wake up liao
after that he say he call me later then hang phone
so go bath lo
i went to had my breakfast
and then do my house work then online
dar call me again so chat with him lo
he talk in chinese so cute hahaha!!!!
well yesterday night i talk to him till almost fall alseep lols
he say i sleepy talk like zombie walaos he say he record gosh!
ji dan de hahaha! when he working walaos so hyper de sia
he and his friend hyper during work hahaha! funny sia...
i start coughing liao and sore throat zzz
yesterday night i was quite emo
when he say he going mia i was ...
got a strange feeling then i stop talking
he ask me why i stop talking i say nothing la...
then i keep telling him not to go mia till i almost fall asleep
finally he say he won't go mia i still remember hor cannot lie
even i'm sleepy i remember what u say....

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-28T23:33:00.004+08:00

back to update my blog....

yesterday never update cause i too tired hahaha!

went out for class gathering in the end

only me kia bella and elaine walaos!!!

nvm we shop at suntec hahas

eat aston for our lunch

to me is quite cheap hahaha!

i gonna broke soon lols

eat till half dar call me

i thought who sia then i ask

he speak to me in chinese i kena shock hahaha!

because he malay ma but half chinese hahaha

after that hang le i continue eat my food

after eating we went to bugis and shop

manage to brought one shirt and one shoes

my leg got blister damn it

pain like siao lo....

then broad up to bus dar call me

and accompany me chat till i reach home

but when i reach home i no key no pple at home

so call up mummy and ask

then she say wait for sis to eat finish then she come home

so i go behide block there sit down and chat with dar lo

thanks for accompany me when i'm alone XD

after that online kena bully by biao jie till very jia lat

keep ask me dig my eyes out gosh ! hahaha!

nahs after that i'm tired.... so i went offline and lying on bed

msging with dar then i told him i'm tired and sleeping soon

he call me so i chat with him lo...

then today morning i wake up at 1PM hahaha

but i manage to wake dar up at 9.30 because he going for gym think so

lols after that i went back to sleep till 1PM

then he msg me ask me go shower eat my breakfast

then after that i online lorx

till 4+ need accompany parents go pray

at geylang gosh while i preparing till half

biao jie call me and i ans lols

she ask me i going where then i say geylang lo

then she say becareful there de pple will stare de

then i say okok i gonna dig their eyes out hahaha!

after that tfb talk to me for awhile then i got to go le

so hang phone

then go out

while take train saw jo!!!!

miss her sia long time no see her kekes

chat with her for awhile she go meet her bf go out shopping lols

after that chat with dar on phone

at geylang is so sucks man!

those guys like never see before girls wakaos

somemore got uncle wink at me walaos want to vomit

then after going to temple go had my dinner then went to AMK

find auntie and grandmother chat with dar on phone again kekes

reach temple liao still chatting with dar

if not i think i gonna bored to death lols

then thanks the uncle send us home...

back home me bath then online

hahaha tired sio!!!!!!!!

nahs it's okies hahaha

anyway i got alots of photo to upload but i'm lazy

because need to upload slowly

so think i not going to upload here bahs kekes

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

Well well well, what a apologised. It consist with the sincerity by an fake doctorate. Hahaha. It is my first time receiving such a kind of tag from a person born with split personality, psycho. What a joke! Should I laugh or should I get touch? Hahaha. Didn't know what to comment. The tag message indeed brighten up my days of making me laugh non stop. Hahaha. Thanks ya psycho. Hehehe.

However, I would like to tell you that, I can't feel anything at all, not even a single bit. No matter what you do, nothing can be amend the mistake and those hurt that causes by you. And now, I can see the true color of you. You are a kind of guy with no guts, with no responsibilities, and not honest at all. Over here, I believed that our game is over and right now, someone is going to deal with you. But don't worry, we won't get involved. Hope you really enjoyed the game with him yea :) Don't say that as a friend, didn't give you any advised, stop provoke the guy who you misused his name on malign him on certain things or else may god bless you.

You don't have to tag me and AhGal anymore. We feel like blow out all our daily meals whenever I see your tag msg. It look so disgusting. Stop messing up my tagboard. I am tired in changing tagboard and my blog skin. I will feel please and appreciate if you could stop doing it. However, it is useless for blamestorming, really. Whatever things have happen, let it bygone.

Stop contacting us is the best solution than letting us detest you, and I'm sure you wouldn't want it to happen, isn't it? So stop bothering us. Find back your life and live with honesty alright?

Anyway, me and AhGal will never answer your call again and not even want to received any single sms from you as well. What if you could stop doing it, and again we will feel very please and appreciate okay? Cause we don't feel anything at all, only feel like laughing at the tag you tagged on it. So stop making yourself as a laughing stock. Hahaha. We may not be a tiger, but I'm sure you know what is call a muggle.

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-25T16:42:00.006+08:00

he tag biao jie....
he say his feeling to biao jie it's real
then me leh? =.="
play play only?
haish~~~~
i don't know la
everyday i try not to think
but when i'm alone lying on bed
i will think of it...
just can't get it off my mind!
hais what is this man
i don't know....
i hate him but yet i still love him...
i don't know why
the feeling is just still there
can't get it off
never contact with him don't know how many days le...
yesterday biao jie msg me and told me that he have cancel his line
and my heart stop beating for a few second
i feel kinda sad
because he is gone....
and i start to cry for awhile
lucky it's stop...
haish.....
but still i miss him tsk tsk tsk
so痛苦now....
and nowdays i having bad headache
i don't know why
the feeling is just so sucks!
i hate it....
and to those people who r interested in me
can give up le it's not worth to do so much things for me
i'm not going to get into any relationship
i just want to study now....

i want tattoo!!!
but not now.....
NO MORE TRUST
NO MORE LOVE

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-24T07:42:00.004+08:00

ahha! guess what i wake up so early again
tsk tsk tsk ! because haish dont wanna say
i hate him so much and yet i still keep thinking of him
what is this sio!...
nvm don't wanna say le
anyway yesterday went out with SE KOR
watch movie the lighting thief gosh nice nice
percy jackson is damn handsome i'm in love to him hahaha!
after movie went for dinner popeye
then walk around AMK after that went home
online flower sis ask me today follow them go eat popeye
yesterday eat today eat i gonna die earlier hahaha!
so i join u all next time round lols
yesterday damn lots things happen
many people have talked to me
well i hope i won't dissappointed u guys
i will try my very very best alright
anyway comfirm murphy is maradona
because yesterday when murphy login maradona also login
so i ask dear check their full ip it's the same
and i ask dear to kick him out...
then he come back say this n that keep saying he is not maradona
ip can prove everything ok!
stupid idiot. plus u r brainless
entertain him on main till i sian
than want go sleep that RR say what i miss u kaos
so er xin i almost want to vomit out my dinner
than TFB say something so funny lols
make me laugh till stomach pain
after that i went to bed but i didn't sleep
msging with sam18 and zhen han
and i thanks sam18 because he always put me at first!
he always won't put me in the difficult spot
after that i was tired and i told him i want to sleep
seriously my eyes very pain nahs

No more trust
No more love

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-23T07:41:00.009+08:00

wake up at around 6+
haish can't sleep
yesterday cry non stop
today wake up morning my eyes very pain arggg!!!
haish why such things happen to me?
i always believe whatever he say to me
in the end all is just lies
kia u see before the day i told u what i suspect
and yesterday comfirm what i suspect was all real!
i thought is i too sensetive.... thinking too much and i even lie myself
it was not real is what i suspect only
but everything turn out to be real
i can't face the fact....
y am i being so weak?
hais yesterday night me and kia breakdown together
both of us crying~~~
she have her problem i have my problem
hais yesterday i still worry for him
i think it's all lie
he don't even need me now
starting of the year i get all this
i know this year i will be unlucky
but i didn't except such a thing will happen to me
一直以为如果真心对待一个人
他也会真心对待你
结果我错了
昨天只让我开心几个小时
就一次狠狠的把我打到谷底
痛的感觉一直都在
心就好像死了一样
我这次真的是受了重伤
我现在不知道你说的哪一句话是真的了
我开始怀疑你说爱我
也是骗我的
虽然我很不愿意相信这一切是真的
可是我再怎么骗自己
这些都是真的
我不想面对事实
我也不要
你怎么可以对我这么狠心
你知不知道在怎么怀疑
我都选择相信你
可是现在我不知道该怎么办了
and sorry bella now than i saw what u write in your blog
saying i ps u because of him
i'm very sorry about it.
u know how important he is to me
i think u never see me sad till like this before
u might get shock
but i think u will get use to it
babes i love you all
this few days not feeling very well....
headache...

i thanks those people being there to cheer me up
thanks kia,tu ran,zhenhan,bella,elaine,flower sis and many many more...

how am i going to trust?
how am i going to love again?
how am i going to forget you?
I always wanted to give myself a chance
To tell myself there is still good guys out there
but now......
在感情上我真的太失败了

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-22T13:03:00.005+08:00

LALALAS yesterday sleep late
cause msg with tu ran and sam18
tu ran now serving ns because he want to get sg pr
well sry for keep u waiting for me whole day in mtt
he keep complain his botak hair LOL
ok what not very ugly he look like ang moh
and suddenly he say he gonna protect me =.=
i was like duh protect me or my country
then he say both he now 身负重任
really give him zha dao!
then morning he wake up msg me sry ask me forgive him
cause he fell asleep LOL! i not so xiao qi ok!
i wake up early he ask me isit u hungry so wake up
LOL wo cai mei you! shi bei chao xing de la...
my id in mtt got Y0SHIK0 and 陈杉杉=x33
he say my name 33 lao tu he still call me 33
feel like boxing him...
and he same with me study accounting de
so after his ns come out than i that time i finish my accounting course in ite
we both maybe want get into same sch in poly and same course
he say want to study together with me...
and scary sio he say he dream that he kill his ex gf gosh!!!
then he say soon i gonna dream that i kill my ex bf LOL!
i don't want....scary dreams
we talk about many things la
he ask me help him open his id he never give me his nick and pw kns!
waiting for him to reply msg....
anyway sui zai bao er zi coming sg to study
i gonna meet the first TB in mtt lol
KIA~~~~~ LOVE SUX ok
don't want to trust liao
always end up the same....

not going to update anymore things about him....
my blog seem so dead
my mood it's still the same no mood
haish
i gonna keep everything to myself
and won't say anything in here anymore!
放弃你等于放弃我自己

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-21T11:48:00.005+08:00

hais yesterday night went to sleep but can't fall alseep
don't know till what time then fall alseep
mummy wake up in the mid night ask me
why u haven't sleep i say can't fall asleep....
haish because i keep thinking of him tsk tsk tsk
sometime i wonder
is like if 3person is friend one of them sure will side another person
tsk tsk tsk
nahs nvm
well later going family gathering at auntie house
think will be boring cause nothing to do over there
and i don't have any mood also
haish
why when i seriously love someone
people just thought that's is somehow just a crush
haish
back from gathering
gosh! sibeh no mood sio
well i was there alone
because sharon tan, tan si yuan,tan li xin all never come
i'm alone sia zzz
in the end chatting with cousin bf ZZZ for awhile nia
then kinda emo after that went to void deck and slack
boring ma somemore so cooling and i fall asleep when i was sitting there LOL!
because mummy and kelly jie jie start to talk about relationship things
gosh i was like haish this again tsk tsk tsk
then suddenly they talk about me
aiya i told mummy what happen to me le
tsk tsk tsk
because don't want her to worried for me
well after that went back to auntie house watch tv
phew vincent cousin gf also call bella
after that went back home

I won't give up
I'm using the 2nd way to love
that's my own choice
even who so ever tell me this and that
it will still be the same....
放弃你等于放弃我自己

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-20T13:42:00.006+08:00

yesterday i was in alamak
one of my ex i long time never contact him de
suddenly come talk to me
but hor he ask me go and die
he say he want all girls go and die Zzzz
he crazy liao
he ask me don't drink too much
and rest well i never drink le
and kia pls don't drink alright
i'm down it's my problem don't because of me and go drink
i want to be drunk but the next day wake up everything it's still there
it's still the same can't change anything
i'm weak too i also told u to be strong but i'm not
disappointed on myself
why am i being so weak?
i don't know
mummy know that i'm not happy
she told me slowly bahs there will be someone for me
but hais!!!!!!!!! my heart only have him!!!!!!!!
and i think i causing problem for him
i'm really sorry
i know you don't wish to tell me what happen
don't know what happen to me i keep feeling very tired
and my leg got blueblack ish!!!
gosh!!!! boon ping say he got feeling to me OMG!!!!
scary i know him so long don't even know anything
then he suddenly come tell me this ZZZ
nahs i not interested in relationship now le!
he say no matter what is my respond
he will respect ZZZ
suddenly i feel that i hurt pple haish!!!!

放弃你等于放弃我自己
我不会放弃
我会继续爱你
但是，是用另外一种爱的方式

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-19T11:27:00.010+08:00

I GOT TO SAY BIG BIG THANKS TO SEET KIA MIN
thanks her accompany me yesterday night and cheer me up
i know you have your own problem too
but you try your best to cheer me up thanks alots ya LESTIE LOVES!

well yesterday night was hell for me
haish tears non stop zzz
then i drink the red wine make me shag and headache
then go rest
first time kia msg me so many words sia gosh!!!
firstly kia told me this remember build up your confident.
is you tell me de, no matter what must have confident to love
no matter what happen still we must wall through this path
so don't give up
and this is what she told me there is 2 type of loving a person
kia u might think i am silly or what
but i choose the 2nd way
don't worry for me alright
i will continue my studies
i know u regret of not studying hard because of r/s
well i hope ur appeal will be sucessfull
alright!!! i miss school days where i can be with you guys
well yesterday talk to mummy about study in private school
mummy say get into higher nitec is not that easy
and she told me to study slowly
then i say ok lorx
nahs i know i learn things slowly
i know i'm not that's smart i got to work more hard than the others
i hope to be in same class with you all
if not at least one of you guys same class with me
u all know that i don't like to be alone
seriously thanks god for giving me such a good friends
kia you know i told u that i don't want your r/s end up same like me
so you got to jia you alright
anythings just tell me i will be there for you too
not only me elaine they all also =)
and today i damn blur morning wake up knock my leg on something
haish!!!!
well i think yao yao de 放弃你 lyrics is really suits me
and thanks the rest of my friends for your concern
i won't stop loving him
that's why i choose the 2nd way to love him
well kia don't tell others what is the 2nd way alright

放弃你等于放弃我自己
从来都不知道会有那么痛
痛到好像快要死了
从来都没有这么痛过

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-17T18:58:00.005+08:00

today just another day
nothing much
gosh was talking to kia and elaine in msn
about C Zzzz
gosh now then i know he damn despo LOL
say what very disppointed in sg gal
and blah blah blah
kia so pls becareful alright
cause u working with him
no need to worry for me i won't go out with him XD
hahaha elaine damn funny sia say what if he msg us again
save the msg if he talk on phone record it and then go report to police
LOLS !!! make me laugh till stomach pain kekes
well i miss him for whole day le gosh!!!
hais
well just now samuel talk to me in FB
he say if i never smile is not the yishan he know LOL !

我爱你
放弃你等于放弃我自己

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-16T13:04:00.005+08:00

nothing much to do now
some of my cousin is outside
but i never talk to them de la
hahaha
i waiting for sharon tan to come la
aiyo boring seh tsk tsk tsk
gosh samuel talk to me in msn so reply lorx
well talk nothing much he say i sound like everyday sad
where got sia!!!!
anyway see him soon during class BBQ
just now play audi with ahgal lorx
gosh i damn noob sia T_T
my skill all gone haish
never come back
think this year will have many unlucky things happen to me
T_T

放弃你等于放弃我自己
i miss you T_T
i can't live without you haish

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-15T14:07:00.008+08:00

next monday or tuesday i meeting SE kor think go watch movie maybe

hmmm hey girls can u guys start to plan when to meet

because me and bella miss u guys la hahas

was chatting with bella in msn just now

wanna webcam but something wrong with our webcam don't know what happen

i have no idea LOL

she now at malaysia hmmm

well yesterday went to singapore river gosh so many couple

me and yuri go play top gun fun fun she keep scream hahaha!!!

i only scream when they turn one whole round

after that went to walk for awhile

then went to auntie house cause i never go before her new house

so go there visit lo

after that went back home gosh i'm a little tired

now waiting for the lion dance to come so slow LO

aiyo

continue to update 8.08PM

i'm tired just now damn busy helping this and that

plus that er zi keep msg me and blah blah blah

say he crying now non stop this and that

zzzz my head going to burst

i keep thinking of my ..... while i doing my things

and then that er zi keep msging me

gosh so FAN!!!!

我快要受不了了烦死了啦 GOSH! OMG

then yesterday sharon ask me isit difficult to forget someone

i say yes to me is difficult she say she want to forget her someone

i don't know what happen

i think she same with me

think that difficult to find someone which don't mind looks and blah blah blah de le

nowdays guys mostly so 现实

well i know u don't wish to hurt me

u have no choice

i understand

I'm not worth for anyone to wait for me

my heart won't change

because i'm falling deeper

even if he don't want me

i will still love him!

nothing gonna changes le

even if i forget him

i think i won't get into any relationship le

because it's hard to make me trust love again

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-14T09:50:00.008+08:00

This my er zi wahahaha

gosh he ask me for stead

i think something wrong with his eyes le

he keep say chio bu chio bu =.="

sai bu la hahaha

actually nothing much
yesterday night online for awhile
after that go rest le
cause too sian hahaha
boring leh aiyo
still got little bit sleepy kekes
think later got many people coming
lols and SEETKIAMIN don't so fierce leh
later my house door spoil u must repair for me
hahaha
how i wish i can hug you =x
shy shy hahaha!

baby i just wanna be with you
i love you
don't leave me
谢谢你让我感觉到那么幸福
爱你爱到我无法自拔

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-13T13:27:00.003+08:00

haish
got imposter very pek chek
use selin then yishan now TANYISHAN
kns la!
having headache zzzz
tsk tsk tsk well kia i want shopping =x
i miss him haish~~~~~~~

hahaha take photo! but never take myself

cause too ugly liao wakakakaka~

actually still got many people de but difficult to take

cause too many people

i secretly take de leh

kekes

baby i love you

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-12T16:30:00.008+08:00

我很幸福
morning auntie ask me wake up go find gugu to take something
it's damn heavy she think i superwoman ah? =.=
LOL then nvm when i reach home ask me to peel garlic and onion
peels one big bowl leh until my fingers feel so pain
then ask me chop also !!!!
when i peel until half kia called me
so we conference with elaine
she say mrs thanni ask we all go online to submit that we're not attending the graduation day
after that we talk rubbish le
then around 2+ then i sleep
i msg him now he never reply
i call him now he off his phone
don't know why
i'm worried
i don't know where to find him T_T
how?
i'm very scared
pls pls contact me soon
Jo ur didi lionel don't remember me
i want to kill him how can he don't remember me LOL
he ask me free anot go out slack with him lol
not free la then he say walaos wanna jio u out also cant
LOLS

我决不能失去你
i'm not going to leave him
幸福只有那么短暂吗？

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-11T20:04:00.010+08:00

hais now he decided to leave
because he scare he won't leave anymore
he don't want to choose between me and her
so he decide to leave
my heart very pain now
i feel like dying
he say he won't find me anymore
because he scared he soft hearted
T_T how how how?
y god like this
y cant just let him fall in love to one person
haish
my head now very heavy
i think this time he really won't come back le
tell me what to do
i don't know what to do
haish
arggg!!! i dont know la
i know i'm selfish
i wish that he was mine but not!
kia how T_T i dont know how le
i know i don't deserve someone like him
i'm not that nice
i'm selfish
but who will want to share the one they love with someone else
haish

我的心很痛
我好想把它挖出来
为什么老天爷要这样对我
让我爱上一个人
可是那个人却爱上了两个人
而难以做出选择

我还是会爱你
我没有爱错人

Y0SHIKO

2010-02-11T15:16:00.004+08:00

yesterday chatted with kia in msn
kia don't sad don't sad your him busying flimming ma
he can say is ming xin leh
so will be busy de
don't think too much alright
i will be there for you anything just call me or msg me xD
yesterday whole afternoon i moodless
crying no smile at all!~
because something happen
i thought he won't bother about me anymore
T_T heart so pain eh!
but now ok le
i love him no matter whats happen
nothing gonna change my love for him~~~
i don't want anything to happen le
i don't want the pain again
cannot tahan gosh!!!!
well just now dongwen
called me say he go for audition
he say he very nervous LOL

想你已经变成了一种习惯
每天都想着你
想念你的声音
想你在做什么
想你有没有想我
哈哈哈
我爱你

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-10T13:47:00.002+08:00

thinking whole morning
but when i told him i'm leaving him
to let him be with someone else
gosh my heart feel damn pain
i never had this feeling before
seriously it's hurts badly
i feel like dying just like this
i know i hurt him
but i hurt myself too
when he call me and he start to tears
i don't know what to do
my heart very pain pain until i don't know what to say
why am i so in love?
i don't know
morning he called me and told me things
actually i like ok lorx
but when i get back to sleep
i feel that i wanna sleep forever
and don't wake up
mummy know that i'm sad
but she never say anything
i don't want her to worry for me

我爱你爱到自己不知道有多爱了
当你哭我恨不得把我自己给杀了
弄到你那么伤心
我爱你!!!!!

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-09T19:35:00.003+08:00

sleep at 6AM again lols
well today morning wake up msg him
after that i went to work
meet bella at JP SK there
then we head to the back door of NTUC
get our promoter pass and went to find the siew kim
but never see her -.- only saw the sampling auntie
then the auntie ask me and bella eat le ma?
we say we havent eat then she ask me and bella go eat
since siew kim haven't come yet hahaha!
so me and bella went to brought something to eat
and went back to NTUC
the siew kim still havent come so we walk around lorx
today many youngster working
bella saw her fake pen at NTUC hahaha!!!
the guy working there damn noisy lorx
but the coca cola guy no la
bella keep saying he handsome hahaha
well the people there like to disturb me and bella
first is we go to the vegetables department
the 2 guy there say eh so long never see you two already
today come back here work worx then we say yaya
then he say what must sell finish then can go home!! LOL !
then we ask them to help us buy then one of them say buy so many for what
we say buy le then we can go home ma LOLS!
then we go to the eletronic department one of the uncle say go ask the white shirt guy to buy
he sure will buy de fake sia the uncle
then i go ask he like psps say don't want then smile smile lols nvm
so me and bella walk around lorx to find people to buy
hahaha then the uncle say to the sampling auntie u no need to sell liao
ask this 2 pretty girl to sell
they stand at there also got people auto come buy from them
hahaha joker sia
then nvm finally end le saw that time the funny uncle again
he come and collect the borad then i still holding 2cups of milk
then auntie ask me and bella drink finish i don't feel like drinking
so i ask the guy who tgive the ang bao to the customer de
i ask him drink finish hahaha then he really drink finish lols
after that me and bella go return the promoter pass then went to buy her stuff
then went to eat my dinner and then go to banggawa solo to brought her pineapple tarts
after that walk out i saw ERIC with one girl LOL hahaha he cut mo gu tou kekes
then i say hi then walk off then i saw someone from li mei class de that time de guy like her de
after that i walk out from JP guess i saw who?
i saw my ex =x bryan tio shock but never call him i just walk off
then take train lo i feel so sleepy beside me is one ns guy he doze off almost knock on my head
=.=" train so many people la after that reach woodlands le
go interchange take bus
bus came le i never get up to the bus i keep sit at the interchange
don't feel like going home
i don't know why
i don't know sit for how long
7+ le i broad up to the bus and i saw fahim LOL
after that went back home
just now went to audi got many new song
mostly the song is i like de
well my brain is blank now
i'm tired
i don't know what to do
i don't know what to say

i miss him badly seriously
haish
don't know how leh hmmm
don't wanna say much le
=(

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-08T13:43:00.005+08:00

back to post le
tomorrow change time!!!! work from 1pm to 5pm T_T
nahs it's ok i think i will be back home around 7 tomorrow night
anyway yesterday night i sleep at 2+
i miss him!!!!!!! keep thinking him kekes
but after that i feel sleepy so i went to sleep le
later than update nothing much yet hahas
don't know what happen now gosh!!
i scared he will have feel towards that girl
that girl is nice i know
i have no confident
i don't know what happen now
seriously confuse between me n him now
hais
i think now he avoiding me liao tsk tsk tsk
if he really love that girl i wish that he will be happy

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-07T13:11:00.007+08:00

kevin =)

tsk tsk tsk every night i sad de
but after that i'll be happy lols
because of ...........
hahaha!!!
anyway yesterday night gosh i don't know what to say and what to do
=( but i feel so sad when he ignore me T.T
but now ok le xD
almost end everything yesterday lucky never

that's not what i want
kena shock when he say the word "ENDED"

breakdown i don't know what to do
i don't want to end just like this
because i love you~~~~

can't fall asleep because of that

keep thinking i not someone which is smart

i not someone which is pretty

i not someone which is nice

there are many girls are better than me

that's the reason why i so scared
but manage to solve the problem yesterday night
*i promise i won't hide anything from you anymore*
i sleep at 6+ this morning lols
wake up at 12+ kekes
tired nahs but now not really hehes !!
anyway i in love with Binggeul Binggeul
kevin voice so nice xD
he always sing the sweet sentense hahaha
i just want you baby here right now
now now i love you
lols!!!

i miss EGG!!!!
love you =)

no one can replace you in my heart XD

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-06T22:08:00.002+08:00

back to update le
hmmm just now went to woodlands centre
wait for auntie to end her job
gosh saw so many boys from my sch de
working at shengsiong
and i saw angelia hahaha!!!
her father funny sio
when angelia say bye to me
her father ask her u know her ah?
then angelia say ya then her father say i also know her
then angelia say her father drunk liao LOLS!!
zzz after that went to causeway and eat dinner
actually i want to eat the halah fried rice
but my auntie want to eat LJS
then went to causeway eat lorx
i eat liao now feel like vomit sia gosh
don't know why sia
hen xing ku leh aiyo
tsk tsk tsk
after that went back home
go down take bus saw terrence
i call him then he say shen mo LOL !!!!
then i say nothing la kekes after that went back home le

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-06T12:30:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN YI HUI

MY BELOVED SIS

yesterday i was damn sad damn sad
because something happen i shall not say it here
make me emo and feel like crying and very xin ku
after that logoff msn and shut down com because no mood le
and headache tsk tsk
but now ok liao =) nothing much le
sleep at 4+
wake up at 9+
hahaha because mei mei so nosiy
later going out with mummy
not sure where she wanna go
she havent come back yet lols
shall update at night again xD

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-05T11:10:00.009+08:00

hmmm yesterday night i'm happy hahaha!!!
due to something xD
but it's secret hahaha!!! =)
yesterday sleep at 4am
today wake up at 10+
gosh i'm early hahaha
but i think i too happy lols
i keep sleep wake up sleep wake up lols
kekes well now doing nothing
i'm hungry yesterday night till now haven't eat
today no cook i don't know what to eat maybe don't eat
afternoon then eat hahaha!!!
but now my stomach is not feeling very well argggg!!
anyway everyday i also kena by siao kia eh
T_T i don't know why recently i go back to alamak
got so many sot sot de people gosh!!!!

well i'm feeling sad right now haish

don't know how to say the feeling

feel so....

i know i should'nt feel this way but i don't know why

maybe 是因为我太在乎他却很怕失去他

don't know la!!!! headache today whole day stomach not feeling well

keep stomach pain mummy say maybe i eat wrong things haish

i miss.....
希望我这次是爱对人
不想在受伤了
i wan last long relationship
i wan serious relationship

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-04T18:10:00.003+08:00

yesterday afternoon chatting on phone with orion lols
after that chat in alamak
actually nothing much hahaha
i forget what yesterday i do but whole day online
hahas
today also lols
whole day in alamak talking craps hahaha
tell me boy boy love it ititititit!!!!
i wonder did i fall for someone =x
i don't know sia confuse Zzzz
tsk tsk tsk
顺起自然吧 hahas

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-03T12:44:00.002+08:00

yesterday night online alamak
then zhen han call me LOL !
asking me this n that zzzz
after that i called ahgal biao jie then conference with orion,jess and miyoki gugu
then after that off com wan to go sleep
orion called me so chatted with him awhile both of us are shy don't know what to say
silence very long hahaha funny sia lols
after that say good night then i go sleep le kekes
morning wake up bring ah ma go for check up the doc so cute eh
wear micky mouse tie hahaha!!! cute right lols
after that went to collect medicine then back home
on the way back home msging with orion
reach home le he called me chatting with him
talk about studies hahaha!!!
thanks for de advise i will consider =)
and i am free in audi!!! WEEEEE

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-02T17:38:00.003+08:00

today morning wake up went to work
the fairprice is small so we no need to push around
but still we able to sell at least 2box hahas around 30packet
was slacking hahaha chatting with the uncle hahaha!!
and thanks that uncle for the drinks that he brought for me and bella
after work went to have breakfast cum lunch together with bella
after that go home
i'm tired i feel like sleeping
maybe because yesterday sleep late today wake up early hahaha
gosh zhen han download audi because of me
i told him no need because i play audi then he must play also then he say
since u everytime play i think its fun LOL !!
think he too free nothing to do hahaha
nus student so free? why my another friend so stress hahas!!
was msg with someone i don't wanna say his name here
hahaha!! think he going gym soon
cause he say he end his lesson le after that go city gym lols
so now waiting for him to reply msg
keep listen to SNSD Oh! very nice hahaha!!!
oh oh oh oh ~~~ baru sarang hey
oppa oppa i'll be i'll be down down downn
hahaha!!!!!

Y0SHIK0

2010-02-01T15:49:00.002+08:00

ohya almost forget i get a present nike bag from my uncle hahaha
anyway i had renew my ops acct for 5months
and had transfer the money to buy U-KISS ALBUM weee~~~
today is boring day hahaha!!!
yesterday night play audi with piggy chat with him also
today don't know want do what i'm hungry now
gosh zhenhan keep hinting me omg!!
i don't want to get into relationship nahs

Y0SHIK0

2010-01-31T21:57:00.002+08:00

back from malaysia le
kns sia go oversea bo reception
nb anyway go back there to visit grandparents
and my new born little cousin hahaha
he is so cute
when i carry him feel like hugging pillow sia hahaha so soft lo
but he keep crying non stop cannot tahan
until i cant shop peacefully lo
in the end got to go home
but heng got brought what i wanna buy hahaha!!
anyway =.= zhen han wanna play audi because of me gosh
i told him don't play since he never play at first gosh
he say he want take care of me =x
LOLS!

Y0SHIK0