.Wednesday, July 15, 2009 ' 9:49 PMY
today morning wake up saw sam sms me anyway i having nightmare LOL
all sam fault always talk about snake than i dream of snake =.= and ghost
than rain veri big lorx
than went back to sleep after that phone rings
bella sms me she say she go out from house liao but i havent even wake up and go bath
than i faster wake up go bath lorx
still raining lorx kekes
than bath come out liao jiu go out lorx
kns bo bus than wait quite long
than cant catch bella that train than take another train lorx
Zzzzz after that sms with JACKY KOR
than reach bishan le at circle line there meet elaine lorx than still raining
bella n elaine use hwee yung de umbrella than me n hwee yung walk under rain
than walk to sch liao me n hweeyung go class put bag le jiu go toilet
than bella n elaine go locker take their file lorx
after that class lesson discuss about project
than went for break
after that the satay pple call hweeyung ask her go collect satay
than hweeyung n ru zhen go collect satay
we eat finish liao than go find back class take their bags go find them lorx
after that jiu saw jo lao gong
than go to the study corner sit down
after that jiu at there slack listen to music
than pizza hut de pple call liao than me hweeyung n ru zhen go down collect the pizza lorx
after that hwee yung, samuel n kia min go buy drinks
me n ru zhen plus mrs thanni wait for the pizza hut to deliver
the pizza hut pple come liao than we bring him to study corner
anyway we thought he is malay in the end he is chinese LOLS
after that went down mrs thanni pay the money than i help hwee yung to take the drinks
than mrs thanni ask we all to take tempreture
Zzzzz DM catch my hair he say ur hair wat colour ah?
than i just walk away hahaha
than go back to study corner
everything is arrived
we start to eat
too many lorx =.= than eat liao we take photo
chit chat than ask teacher about our result and when she first time see us wat she think of us
than she say she first time see me she scared =.= she say i look like ah lian LOL
y everyone say that even hweeyung,bella n ru zhen they all also say
i so innocent de looks that say i look like ah lian LOL
but in the end teacher say i am not hahaha
after eat finish we went to games area play games
than we go buy sweet for classmates
after that went to games area
than we take photo again hahaha
until goin end off sch LOLS!!!!
than go locker take file after that sam sms me say he reach home liao LOL
after that reply him say i goin home liao
than go take train home lorx
anyway i think yesterday i saw steven hahaha
he wear spec LOLS
i saw him walk veri fast dont know wan go where lo
than ignore him just go take bus home
ShaN`SeLiN_x33
.Tuesday, July 14, 2009 ' 3:14 PMY
sians not enough sleep yesterday sleep veri long timealso not enough just now in lesson almost fall asleep
anyway my meetoto can hear liao so maybe goin back
erm erm kns just now at BPF lesson samuel take my hp than sit beside me
teacher thought i his gf LOL cause teacher ask him to go back he dont wan
eeeee yerrrr i dont wan this kind of bf also
he is kia min de hahaha
me is stay single de
anyway just now have S&W black VS orange wooohooo
we win.....BLACK team win xD
erm than end sch le go home i am damn tired
lazy to online msn
now still sleepy
leg pain head pain feelin not well
SUX IT!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss Jo lao gong miss mei dar miss angela sweet heart miss ting twins miss angelia ai ren miss mei chee miss rayner miss jerome miss kai sheng miss yong long miss yong he aiya i miss everyone in 4L2 la!!!!
hais i go rest liao seriously not feelin well
bye!!!!
ShaN`SeLiN_x33
.Sunday, July 12, 2009 ' 8:40 PMY
morning wake up than saw sms from sam and SE kor
than reply lorx than went to market cut hair
than home mummy dye hair for me
downstair song ka music veri loud
than after that online lorx
than sam talk to me say today he first time kick pple LOLS
than now OS told me morning he finding me
sorry i dont know
anyway i feel like being alone
there is pple out there who love me
but than i just cant accept to be in relationship
i dont know y
think is not yet the time for me bahs
i know there is many pple cares about me
i am fine dont worry
erm erm maybe i already use to it to be alone le bahs
i dont know y suddenly like this
relationship is like a nightmare for me
so i should stay single and dont hurt anyone
because i dont wan to hurt pple that i really dont wish to hurt de
seriously i am sorry if i have hurt u
sorry for myself being selfish
sorry for everything
leave me alone ....
seriously now having headache of aiya dont know how to say la
i know who the one who love me
but its the same no one understand me at all
wat u wan may be different which wat i wan
feel like crying T_T
i am sux really sux hais sux to the core!!!!
dont wish to be in relationship
please dont let anyone fall in love to me anymore
好像回到了以前
爱情现在对我来说是恐惧感
ShaN`SeLiN_x33
.Thursday, July 09, 2009 ' 7:54 PMY
wooohooo so long never update blog i lazy to update la wahahahaanyway saw mrs chew she say my exam paper did veri well for CRN wahahaha
first time sia cause i always get just pass nia lols...
erm erm anyway our new teacher Mr Ang is joker somemore he joke he wun smile de
sometime is lame joke LOLS and he teach until wat also can link to joke de leh
walaos but today he teach hor until i fall asleep wahahaha
but he never say anything cause not onli me fall asleep
tomorrow lesson onli 10 to 12 LOLS
anyway elaine they all == anyhow say gordon is my bf
faint tell them not le also dont believe omg LOLS
erm erm than maybe next week goin bugis with bella maybe elaine follow also
still got wat cant remember liao la wahahaha
any hor thanks to gordon give me the bear and something else in pet society
wahahaha so cute xD
ShaN`SeLiN_x33
.Wednesday, July 01, 2009 ' 11:27 PMY
so sians nth to doso come blog lorx kekes
hais
i always thinking find someone can trust veri difficult meh?
find someone to understand u so difficult meh?
just wan to last for relationship so difficult meh?
dont know y suddenly all this come out from my brain
maybe cause see some of my frenx got bf than suddenly i think of myself
my relationship always in the end gone hais...
getting so much hurt
so many times
until i dont trust love anymore
but how if i fall in love to someone?
hais life is so boring Zzzz
suddenly i no mood sia aiyo
everyone is having new frenx
my gfs is all gone T_T
i am left to be alone hais....
sadded
who can i talk to?
ShaN`SeLiN_x33
